Un-learn

 

The rabbit hole was deep enough to make you forget your left was a part of your body too...
"Don't collect it with left hand"
"Do not eat with your left hand"
"I can't find my change, I must've dropped it with my left hand" 

The back of my left hand always looked well fed from ruler strikes. Why was I forced to hate my left so bad? 

Goodbye no goodbye

 Voice of the devil sounded like mine

I make them make wishes for me in the name of what they believe in but I am the grantee still.  

Voice of the devil sounds like mine 

I do not want to change nor join you, I just want to have a separate life from yours and still be thesame through your lows and highs with the purest of all intentions and I hope that we share our story with our kids and grandkids with laughter full of tears for the purity in what we share keeps us surprised  even now.

Voice of the devil is Mine

I do not want to loose you but I'd understand if we have to move on without us but you will never loose your spot in the light for being part of the journey.

Here & Now

If I cry I would be too dramatic

But that is the closest I can describe to how the thought of you makes me feel.

There's an ache, somewhere hands cannot touch

No, I'm not hurt, it's just a pain that feels peaceful no matter the chaos around me.

But I can't deny that I saw it and I know that I can't live with it because I lived with it

But I'll let this linger a little longer until it starts to hurt again.

We can just be here with no borders if you want to stay a bit longer

Let's just be here and now