LIVE

Everyone I came in contact with saw it but me. People I grew up with noticed it but they have their own plans for me. "You are too brainy  for things like that", "You should be a doctor", "lawyer will fit you" and other mind suppressing choices they want to take pride in introducing me as.

Almost every parent wants there child to be a lawyer, doctor or engineer. "Best choice to make if you want to lead a good life" but pilot sounded more cool so I'd go with it even though I find me dancing in the rain at every given and ungiven opportunities including hours of the dead, creating scenes and sceneries everywhere I find myself but theatre art is a course for the less brainy.

I didn't notice that everyone in my class took note of the fact that I was always singing but me. I didn't think about it when a teacher said to me "you walk like a pageant queen, no one in the whole school steps like you do" I was in jss2. 

Wayward is how they see it unless I sing for the lord. Acting leaves you famously broke all your life and modelling? Pff that is high class prostitution and I couldn't stand that tag because in the words of my father, who's child will they say are you? Yet they all sit to enjoy the view of someone else's child doing all that appreciatively. Who are you deceiving? 

The height of disrespect is daring to live your dreams and I am on the very wrongest path because if I can't listen to them no more there's something I will calm down for "The alter and finisher of my life" and he says that if I dare live that life he gave me for free how I wanted her, he will punish me into wishing I didn't have the life I didn't ask for. I fell for it

Fooled

I'm not the only bad guy in town

When I show up, I know you'd turn around 

But when you see me do the bad guy shit, just know that I am saving the world.

Bad guy-hard guy

I pledge my allegiance to the world and I would do anything for the lord 

That's why I go hunting for the devil in that 8 years old

If you walk with god you'd know I'm fit to roam.

I am the real deal

Your saviour, borne out of greed by your father to protect your grandchildren from civilization for freedom means peace and for love to conquer, violence must thrive

Badman is carnivorous in his soul 

He feeds on the flesh of men and drinks only from the blood of the youths that the youngest of the generation of his last son may know not who they are or dare to dream of a better tomorrow, for yesterday will always be their future.

I'd say you go left and I'll take right, tear them apart, go gangster on them

The land which our fathers handed to us in greed is slipping off our hands through the help of an ant colony we can destroy with a snap of a finger. 

Whatever it takes has always been the rule.

You just didn't know it because your father was fooled too...

Conformity

 

She is a friend I thought to call a sister
The first girl I tasted  the neatness of my plate from her lips.
I don't want her man but a mare feel of him is not disloyal even though I wouldn't let her know.
Mary took his side when I opened up to her about his wants in relations to me, he really must be that sugary to bury his manhood deep in her heart  for rainy days she couldn't help but to stick with him anyway. 

The connection with her brother is on a deeper level but her, I want for myself and maybe two more of her kind.
He gives me so much love that I crave attention so bad to seek it from he who takes the souls for reward. 
I promise I'm not born this way
The choices Taken made me want to taste the waters to know how deep I'd dive if I ever will...