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Everyone I came in contact with saw it but me. People I grew up with noticed it but they have their own plans for me. "You are too brainy  for things like that", "You should be a doctor", "lawyer will fit you" and other mind suppressing choices they want to take pride in introducing me as.

Almost every parent wants there child to be a lawyer, doctor or engineer. "Best choice to make if you want to lead a good life" but pilot sounded more cool so I'd go with it even though I find me dancing in the rain at every given and ungiven opportunities including hours of the dead, creating scenes and sceneries everywhere I find myself but theatre art is a course for the less brainy.

I didn't notice that everyone in my class took note of the fact that I was always singing but me. I didn't think about it when a teacher said to me "you walk like a pageant queen, no one in the whole school steps like you do" I was in jss2. 

Wayward is how they see it unless I sing for the lord. Acting leaves you famously broke all your life and modelling? Pff that is high class prostitution and I couldn't stand that tag because in the words of my father, who's child will they say are you? Yet they all sit to enjoy the view of someone else's child doing all that appreciatively. Who are you deceiving? 

The height of disrespect is daring to live your dreams and I am on the very wrongest path because if I can't listen to them no more there's something I will calm down for "The alter and finisher of my life" and he says that if I dare live that life he gave me for free how I wanted her, he will punish me into wishing I didn't have the life I didn't ask for. I fell for it