Not What I Thought

 

Everything I wrote was about people I never thought I'd write about but somehow I knew without actually knowing until now.
I wrote you down years ago I forgot
I thought you took longer so you don't exist as I was made to believe;  "to have such perfection you'll need Your Own sand"!
Not in this universe maybe
I'd hope to have to say I love you babe before you do with no regrets or hard feelings that queens should be told that first but I Am a Woman

I wrote you out
But never make out what it means to have you by my side so willingly.
I swear I'd have nothing to do with his people but you're his people too
Now I'm just sitting here thinking how a thought of you could make my water works come with so much shivers, a magic his demise could not  perform.

I figured all I wanted was you and all I did was  believe I am too special even time can wait.        I realised it wasn't a literal fight they meant. It's probably too late but in my attempt at fighting for what I think I deserve I pray with hopes that we fix eachother up until we have to switch way pass the time assigned.

I Love You
Were my next words but I had to cancel because what would they think  if they know? besides I am a Woman I should break you first and I did but by pushing you away from anything that could connect us again. I get to make you prove that to me. I don't know what I am to do in between
Sincerely, I hope you don't make it to her before I catch up with you.

I took the roughest road to find you and I'm here as I am but I'll understand if the rule still applies here
Then it dawn on me that I could be talking about something entirely different from the sweetest dark chocolate I've ever had...
What's the fun of it if there's no danger to conquer?
I have the choice to sail deeper but I choose to dive with you instead.