A Complete Package Of Nothing

 

If it doesn't happen the way it did

You wouldn't have known it the way you do...

Lots of love shown out of hate

Truly and deeply loving hatefully in a way that confuses the heart of the weak in to mistaking a hateful love for a loving hatred.

If it doesn't happen the way it did

You wouldn't have known that

The one you could've eternally quit breathing for is the strings behind whatever rhythm that could've let to your end from the beginning for to them

It has always been a mission

While you genuinely needed no reason...

If it doesn't happen the way it did

You wouldn't have known that

To understand true love

one must die and resurrect to self love with deep understanding of how to cross the 'Ts' and dot the 'Is' in trying to breach the gap between me, myself and I.

If it doesn't happen the way it did

You wouldn't have known what it really means to truly understand what they mean by "those who stood by me when I helplessly needed someone "

And the ones there for what they stand to gain.

If it doesn't happen the way it did

You wouldn't have known that trust is the only key that unlocks the gates of hell on he who chooses to lay down his guard for love in destructive terms without a back up plan.

You wouldn't have known that love is indeed destructive in nature no matter the level of happiness you're in or how far in heavens from where the love is shown.

If it doesn't happen the way it did

You wouldn't have known how to look at you from outside of yourself in a way that screams Growth.

You would've been a waste of clay on the part of God but He makes no mistakes so A COMPLETE PACKAGE OF NOTHING would've been you...